5.17.2009

behind.

I'm already a week past when I promised the next podcast. I planned to do it this weekend, but I'm so behind on posting photos, I decided I should catch up on those first. So stay tuned; I do have some songs chosen. I should have some time next week.

5.16.2009

the ides of march.

Why do I drink alcohol?

Because it makes me happy? I can't remember a time in my life I was ever truly happy.

Because it makes me forget? Only briefly.

Because it kills the pain? No.

Recently I think it cost me something I only just started to value more than anything else. It hasn't cured anything, and only caused more problems.

I haven't touched the stuff in over 24 hours and hope I never do again.* I still have some in my fridge - If you want it, come over and get it, before I throw it out.

Beware the Ides of March.

*Maybe one glass of wine in any 24-hour period. You know, for health :).

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